Late Update~

Oops...sorry
Guess my blog was too boring
so I'm posting something with pictures
hehe

I LOVE CAMWHORING

But not always
Because nowadays were busy preparing for college
Those pics were took on last Saturday
My relative came and we had dinner
I was so boring but also lazy to take pic
So sorry...
Not much pics

Perhaps next time ok?
I'll try

Don't Read If you Have no PATIEENCE

Actually I had did correction to this post
Before I did corrections, this post was about 3000 to 4000 words of scolds
It had been a bad day for me
I was so depressed and feeling melancholic
with what my relative said about me which are all untrue
They said I'm going to be arrogant with my result
But I swear to God
I have never think of being arrogant
I was so contented with my result and I cherish it
I even felt so sad for my friends who did not get good results
I even cried for them when I saw them being sad
I did not tell anyone of my relative about my result before they ask
I was being down to earth
So I think what they said about me is untrue and unfair
I even complaint to my parents
My parents told me that we can't control what people say
My dad was right
He says that all we can do is do out best part
and there is nothing to regret
In my opinion, the result is mine and I don't need to explain anything to anyone
As long as I feel I'm comfortable with what I had , thats enough
I said to God
I said God please bless me
I knew I never study hard
I knew I never put in much effort
I knew I did many wrongs in SPM paper
I knew I left out much blanks in SPM paper
Please let me to get 11As
I don't need it to be all A1s
as long as it is 11As then I will be satisfied
I will not ask for any rewards from my parents
I will not complain
I will not change my mind and want for 11A1
God granted my wish and it was better than expectations
I can't even believe it at first
Even my parents were so happy but I still thibk I don't really deserve it
Thanks God for always being so kind to me
Thanks for making me a lucky one
Thanks for always showing me a bright way out when I faced hardships
I can always feel God's existence in my life
Honestly, I'm not a good believer
Before my SPM , I rarely pray to God
I'm a Buddhist, but I'm different
I think God can exist in many ways
I also believe in karma
Why I say I'm different?
See, I am a Buddhist,
I pray with joss sticks for God
that is what Buddhist do
But I never specify God in any form
I just call God as God
Before I sleep or when I wake up
I 'talk' to God
I believe God can listen to what I said
I rarely do praying or talking to God before this
Until I was going to have SPM
I always pray to God in my room
Until now I still do so
Even not everyday but still sometimes
I felt so relieve after telling God about my problems
Example yesterday I was sad because I graduated
I wish I could still remember all those beautiful memories
So i pray to God
The reason for me to do correction to this post and delete all those scolding
Is because of God
I know God will not wish me to say bad things about others
I know this post is very boring
But it is just for me to record my feelings
God is always my life companion
I will never feel I'm alone whenever i think God is with me

Please do not think I'm too 'into' God like crazy
Just I love God
Not until the crazy level

PS: Baby Sam, I will do the tag as soon as possible
Thanks for tagging me, Love you always~

Not that PEACEFUL

I took my result
It is satisfying and I do feel blessed
I know I don't deserve that result
I answered many questions wrongly and even left blanks
I'm Just LUCKY
I felt so happy to have God to bless me

But still
There is something that i don't understand
why are someone treating me that way?
they said they hope i can get good result
but once they found out I have better result than them
Their attitude changed
So cool and unfriendly
I can sense there are horns and sharp edges in their words
THEY HURT ME DEEP~~
No one can even sense my bleeding heart
But still I m so glad
that I still have trustworthy friends to share my feelings
They let me feel that I'm not alone
Thanks babe Xian
For consoling me
Thanks Dad Thanks Mom
For being supportive
Thanks to all my friends
Who showed friendship with true heart
I'm so contented to have you guys in my life

Tears Away

I was so panicked for result
till I can't even sleep
But I hope I will have good mood and energetic enough to face my Big Day
So at 3.09a.m. , even though I feel so nervous
I still forced myself to fall asleep
I don't even know how long I used to get into sleep
Perhaps longer than I can think of
and the nightmares came on one after another
I dreamt of myself getting unsatisfying result
I was so disappointed
I tears in my dreams
I felt really stressed and depressed
I can hardly found any word to describe my situation
The heart was pounding so heavily
and I could barely breathe for air
My heart felt so sour and packed together
I can't even help when I saw my eyebrows were lodged together all the time
All I can do to relieve my worries and unsafe feelings is tearing
It feels like someone had dug a hole into my heart
And cut sharp wounds on it
I felt SO BAD but there is no one to share
So I tear...till the last drop
Cuz I'm JUST an ordinary human being
I do have feelings too

I did a Personality test

The result are shown as below,

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.




I think the test was nearly 100% true because i do really feel the same
Want to have a try?
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Anticipating

I'm so A-N-T-I-C-I-P-A-T-I-N-G


If you are the same age with me sure you will know what i mean

YUP THAT'S RIGHT

is the upcoming SPM result

I had insomnia and sometimes nightmares about it

I dreamt that I got horrible result while friends got brilliant result

Sob..........................
.......Sob...................

I want NICE result

How many As I want???

Hmm..... Lets keep it as a secret

I shall reveal it if I really got the result that I wanted

Well...back to the topic

As time goes by...

Honestly I HAD NOT be aware that nearly 3 months plus had passed

Since the last time I seriously studied a book

I wonder could I even cope with the upcoming college syllabus

Nearly everyone including my parents

had shown clear objection against my decision to transfer my course to CAT

They think I will not be able to pass all the examinations as it is really hard

Okay... I agree with you guys on the point tat CAT and ACCA syllabus are really tough

Even many counseling officer at Sun-U also advised me to go for a degree program

They even said that my result in Trial Exam, which I got only 6As

Shows that maybe I'm not that suitable for CAT and ACCA

I knew about all these

I had also made serious consideration about few factors in choosing my course

1) My personalities

well...Undeniably I'm quite a lazy person..But I will try my best to put in more effort in my studies

2) My Result

I had got lousy result in my Trial and I do think the same level of result that I'm going to get in the actual result or it might even be more worse

3) English Proficiency

I was from typical Chinese family and I usually speak Chinese or Cantonese with my family and friends. Sometimes I do speak English with my teacher in school but all those were broken English or so called "Paslish" ( Pasar style English) with all those a,e,la,le,o. I really doubted whether I can even survive well in the CAT environment where everyone studies and live in fast pace. But I will still try my est in order to furfill my dream to be a professional accountant

4) Gaining 3 years working experience

As we all shall know, ACCA fresh graduates need to obtain at least 3 years working experience before they can apply for MIA. But I think I can handle this. ( If I can graduate from ACCA)


Sorry to everyone who reads my blog
I know all these articles are annoying
SORRY to infinity times
hehe

Still feeling so nervous and anticipating for the result
I know it will most probably be a bad one
but still I hope to know the result so that I can escape away from nightmres



ANOTHER GREAT NEWS!!!

All the National Service Participants are coming back today!!
YEAY~~~

Can't wait to see them!!

Changes are still not enough

bought a laptop last week
cuz thought I'm starting my college on 19th March
but lastly I changed my mind
even though degree programme is much more easier than a professional programme
but still I prefer professional course
Today I went to Sunway U
Was planning to do course transfer
And a counsellor came
oops!!!!!!!!!!
should say that she is not a real counsellor
cuz she said that she was from the computing department
and was helping to overcome the lack of human resources at Student Information Center
I told her that i signed up for Foundation in Arts
and I wish to transfer to CAT
she told me I should not do so
cuz CAT is way more tougher than degree programme
What I plan to do for my future is none of her business
guess what she said


" aiyo...you will have to work like a donkey as ACCA graduate"

have you ever heard of " NO PAY NO GAIN?!!"


"you will need to go to corn field and paddy field and do auditing there"
auditing in a paddy field?corn field? how? counting how many corn they plucked?
Or how many bags of rice they harvested?

" a degree holder is better...they get promotion in a company so easily...
while ACCA graduates have to work like donkeys and get less opportuinity to promotion"
what the hell she is crappping about? ya la...i know because she is a degree holder
If she was holding such high post what is she doing at tha info center?

"It is better for you to go for degree programme...there are too much ACCAs out there even they might be a street full of them "
she is such an idiotic jerk
even there might be a lot of them but surely less than degree holders!!

I'm not looking down on degree holders
NO OFFENCE!!!
But I do want a more guaranteed future
That is my future and I have all rights to decide how to shape it
I know CAT and ACCA are going to be a tough pathway for me
but as I said
You Pay, You Gain

SPM results are coming soon on next Thursday
I discussed bout it with my parents
My Dad said that he doesn't want to do any prediction
hahaha
While my Mom hope I can achieve at least 8As
But in my opinion
I think there are at least 7 subjects that I think are tough
I had a nightmare that I got 2 As only
My God~~
I will feel so embarassed if I got such result
GOD~~~ Please!
Bless me that I can get excellent result

ALL THE BEST FOR ALL SPM CANDIDATES
WISH YOU GUYS CAN GET GOOD RESULTS TOO!