Tears Away

I was so panicked for result
till I can't even sleep
But I hope I will have good mood and energetic enough to face my Big Day
So at 3.09a.m. , even though I feel so nervous
I still forced myself to fall asleep
I don't even know how long I used to get into sleep
Perhaps longer than I can think of
and the nightmares came on one after another
I dreamt of myself getting unsatisfying result
I was so disappointed
I tears in my dreams
I felt really stressed and depressed
I can hardly found any word to describe my situation
The heart was pounding so heavily
and I could barely breathe for air
My heart felt so sour and packed together
I can't even help when I saw my eyebrows were lodged together all the time
All I can do to relieve my worries and unsafe feelings is tearing
It feels like someone had dug a hole into my heart
And cut sharp wounds on it
I felt SO BAD but there is no one to share
So I tear...till the last drop
Cuz I'm JUST an ordinary human being
I do have feelings too