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Life

After a long talk with my parents
I really found out something
That even your parents can don't know you well
For me, my mom doesn't understand me
Most of the time
She doesn't understand what I'm trying to say
Unlike my dad
He is very understanding indeed
I never told him much like I did today
But he really gets what I'm trying to express



I'm really upset bout something
I'm not getting what I want
I knew a truth for a long time
that is

We don't always get what we want

Don't give high expectations, as U might end up getting more frustrations


I hope something I want really happens
I'm not having big or high expectations
I just want a normal life
Is that so hard to fulfill?
I hope I can stop being so pessimistic
Yea I'm improving


Suddenly some lines ran through my mind
And I would like to share this :D



Life is always unpredictable
You can't be able to always foresee it

Life is always dramatic
Full of tragedies, frustrations and emotions
But sometimes there will be miracles and surprises in front there
That enlighten your life journey


Miracles doesn't happen always
Bad things usually happen to us
But when that miracle happens
after so many bad and hurtful incidents
You will find it really appreciatable
And you will cherish it, like how you cherish life


Life is short
We have happy and sad times
We can't stop things to happen
Cuz life is a cycle, and things are in their order
All we can do
is to LEARN
How to make your happiness to last longer
How to make your sadness fade away faster
And how, to make everyday of your life
More Worth-Living.



Eventhough there are always good and bad times
I will still continue the life journey
Adventures await in the future
And I hope to unveil it
Life is.........INTERESTING

Nightmares

Have been having endless nightmares for couple of weeks
Yea.. Slept from 3am till 2pm
Woke up so many times from nightmares
That makes me went into another nightmares again
Was so exhausted
I have been sleeping for long hours recently
Around 12 hours per day?
I couldn't control my sleepiness
End up wasting all my time
Not sleeping, not having rest
But having nightmares that make me even more tired


Hard to have appetite to eat too
At this moment I might feel starving
Next moment I will feel like puking out
Didn't lose much weight I guess
don't know what happened to me



Yea... just got up at 2pm just now
Now I'm sleepy again
Going to sleep again
Haizzzzzz

No nightmares. Please!

一直总是反反复复
老是在烦恼同样的事情
神经大条的我只能说
很无奈
人生里
无论你怎么做
总有人会不满意
所以总有一天要学会
如何不去和那些老爱
在鸡蛋里挑骨头的人计较


我承认吧
我的人际关系真的很差
我也承认我处理这些事上的手法很幼稚
跟男生相处
总是有太over的时候
给他们留下很差的印象


内心的话
说了也不会有人想懂
我真的很在乎我的朋友
很在乎
可能你们都觉得我out
可能我的社交技巧不好
but i m trying to mix in
girls and guys
i m trying


没有emo
只是
很单纯的
想express



雨天
总是让人有很特别的感觉
那淡淡的湿气
总是让思绪很自然的
带着我
飘呀飘呀~~

Depreciation

Sick
Fever and Endless Tiredness
Don't worry
I'm not having H1N1 ok?
I recovered already on yesterday
But got sick again cuz I walked back hostel in rain for 2 days


Can't even sit for long time on chair
Need to lie down for so long time
And I keep sleeping for many hours
Just woke up at 11pm
LOL

Finally

Finally I found a place
Where I can really express all my thoughts
My everything

Farewell

Chua Shang Jun
My friend for 11 years.
Was in same class with me for 10 years
Tomorrow,
he will be leaving to Adelaide. Australia
To study Nursing Diploma for 2 years
Goodbye Chua
Take care
All of us here will miss u
Don't forget us yea ~
haha

GOod Luck and All the Best
:)

Nesmee?!

Slept for nearly 3 hours
From the moment I reach hostel after class till now
6.30pm till 9.10pm
I'm so so exhausted
I was getting up late at 7.15am today
Having T3 at 8am
Rushed to get prepared
Haiz...I usually get up at 6am
But dunno why recently I've been having probs getting up
Even when I go to class also I will start to sleep in class
Was feeling so weak for this week
till I even have difficulties to really hold a pen and write
Heck!
Wasn't able to concentrate on each and every class
Haiz
and once I reach hostel
1st thing I'll do is sleep
And today
I had fever when I was sleeping
Weak till I'm unable to stand up and get myself some water and pills
when I woke up
drizzling outside the window
Damn! No dinner
Forced to take cupnoodles plus canned nescafe
How pathetic~

Panic in the College?

Latest fashion accesories in College?

FACE MASK!!!


Thanks to H1N1

Now we have to put our mask on in college

I guess it had became a trend

Everyone is wearing as if the rules stated

Wear it or Die

I guess I have to start wearing one too

LOL

Got urs on?

You're Not Sorry

all this time i was waSting
hoping you would come around
i've been giving out cHances every time
and all you do is let me down
and its takEn me this LONG
baby but i figured you out
and you're thinking well be fine again
but not this time around


you don't have to Call -- anymore
i won't pick up the phone
this is the last -- straw
don't wannA to hurt anymore
and you caN tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe you baby
like i did -- before
you're not sorry.
oh-h-h no. no. no.

Storm

Life isn't smooth for me
Like storm raging on my skies
I tried so hard to get out of it
But seems to be so hard
Everything made me breatheless
I often found myself gasping for air
Why things will turn out in this way?
Not the way I wanted


I know what I want
I tried not care bout ppl's perceptions
But who can really do it?
Ppl used to think I had a good life
But what I need now
Is true FRIENDSHIP
I always got frustrations
I treat them so good
Till I can sacrifice so many things
But what I get?
Is their cold replies
'Did I ask u to care?'
When I ask for their help
'Sorry I'm so busy'
When they are sad they will tell
'I'm so sad '
When I'm sad, they will not reply
or just
'Sorry I can't help u in this.'

What is all these?
Is that what a friend called?
Damn it
I don't need a friend like that
Use me, spend my money, and saty away from me when I need u
Why is it so unfair?
Why majority of my friend are so useless?
That only want to use me?


and there are some
They rarely use me
Yes I'm the stupid one
I treated them so good
Care for them
and what did I get?
I didn't expect them to be extra nice to me
What makes me really pissed off is
they are good and nice to nearly everyone
EXCEPT ME
What a World!!!!!!


Why am I always getting failures and frustrations in friendships?
Always being used always being blamed always being ignored

And yea, this is my blog
let me speak whatever I want

U r all I need

Nearly got into accidents today
Yea. accidents
Many
Deathly ones
Heck~
I need ppl around me
Damn !
No one is here


Got myself into deadbroke situation today
Spent 150 over at popular and guardian
bought a cd for 40 which i dun lik at all
Wasted
Damn~



Phobia of driving
Shouldn't ever attempt to drive again
Even I drive carefully
There are always reckless ppl
I might lose my life for those jerk

Hmm??

Progress Test 1 over.
Guess I'm going to FAIL successfully?
Was really relieved anyway
LOLZ

Y I feel that friends around me are avoiding me?
Weird~ Tell me why plz?
Haiz


btw, one of my exam invigilator for T6 was really COOL ^^