EMPTY

Just came back from collexx
Heart empty
Stomach empty
Having mild gastric
Cuz I didn't eat anything whole day long
except 1 can of Nescafe
From yesterday 5pm till now
My mood is so bad
Just now something was wrong with my account at college
When I go pay exam fee at financial dept
And they told me i still haven't pay all my fees
Shit F***ing Irrating
Bcuz wasn't my fault
That time they said i dun need to pay for transfer fee
and promised to settle for me
Then from April till now
The problem still exist
And they asked me to go the course dept
so i went
So pissed off
Then the attitude of the staff is so F***ing rude and impolite
Show me her impatient look
Then said asked me wait
So pissed off
I waited quite sometime
And my mood wasn't good at that time
Cuz I'm starving and emo at the same time
I almost wanted to scold bad words
Really so ANGRY
then she said the same thing again
I WILL SETTLE FOR U
WTF
Same thing again
Wad a inefficient collexx

HATE HATE HATE


My mood wasnt even good for one second
Argued with my mom
she nagged me for using computer too long
and I'm not eating anything
No appetite
Wanna sleep so that could forget everything
But I couldn't get myself to sleep

One good news?
I lost 3kg?
In 4 days time?
doesn't sound good enough to cheer me up

too many things i tried to distract myself
But still unhappy
So many things inside
I just couldn't let everything out
Last time when I'm sad
I can recover very fast
after sleep or shower
Even telling friends will make me feel better

But not for this time
I told nearly all my friends
But
I'M STILL EMO
I never EMO for this long and this much
There is nothing I can do
Sorry my fren
I know I'm making u guys worried
I'm ok
Just need time

Can anyone know what i'm thinking?
Guess what this mean

W.H.T.M.
Is You Will Never Know The Pain Inside


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