Laziness

Didn't do ma anything in this few days
Lolz
Just kept surf online and MSN and watch TV

Tomorrow having T1 class
I don't think I'm going
Lol

Siensation

Sien at home
Weather is so HOT
makes me sweat a lot all over my body
My top got all wet pretty frequently
Cuz I danced like a crazy girl


You know what happened?
Again I met crazy coward online
Who hacked my friend's account
Then I thought is my friend who is chatting with me
And then he asked me to on webcam
Usually I don't simply on it
Except real close friend
Then luckily today I'm using PC
Not laptop
So he on his while I didn't
Then when the webcam is on
I saw something 18sx


I immediately off the conversation
Then he kept calling again
I quickly blocked that contact and inform my friend
She is shocked too
Two days ago I also met another coward like just now
Hate it so much

New life

Sien~~~
Lol...
Naughtily drank 1 cup full of sunkist orange juice
[So fattening]
Hiak Hiak
I am charged again!!!
I will be more POSITIVE from now on^^
No more EMo girl~
hehe

Tell u guys something in case u dunno
Last time I'm using name Vivien
But after that I realize too many people using
So not unique ma
So i changed to Vivienne
I check online ok?
The pronunciation is still Vi Vien


Sob Sob
My bro and my college classmates kept calling my name Vi Vien Neh ( Vi Vian Neh)
Lik an Indian name
My class Rep Eugene started it!!!
So now I took revenge by calling him Eu Ge Ne (You Geh Neh)
Haha
Sob Sob~
Many of my friends called me Vi Vien Neh
I'm Not !!!

Especially guys!!!
Mr Eu Geh Neh
Mr Squidwerd
Mr Elephant
and the gang

Watch out!!
I'll bite if I hear you guys calling me Vi Vien Neh again!!!
Hiak Hiak ( Evil Laugh)

EMPTY

Just came back from collexx
Heart empty
Stomach empty
Having mild gastric
Cuz I didn't eat anything whole day long
except 1 can of Nescafe
From yesterday 5pm till now
My mood is so bad
Just now something was wrong with my account at college
When I go pay exam fee at financial dept
And they told me i still haven't pay all my fees
Shit F***ing Irrating
Bcuz wasn't my fault
That time they said i dun need to pay for transfer fee
and promised to settle for me
Then from April till now
The problem still exist
And they asked me to go the course dept
so i went
So pissed off
Then the attitude of the staff is so F***ing rude and impolite
Show me her impatient look
Then said asked me wait
So pissed off
I waited quite sometime
And my mood wasn't good at that time
Cuz I'm starving and emo at the same time
I almost wanted to scold bad words
Really so ANGRY
then she said the same thing again
I WILL SETTLE FOR U
WTF
Same thing again
Wad a inefficient collexx

HATE HATE HATE


My mood wasnt even good for one second
Argued with my mom
she nagged me for using computer too long
and I'm not eating anything
No appetite
Wanna sleep so that could forget everything
But I couldn't get myself to sleep

One good news?
I lost 3kg?
In 4 days time?
doesn't sound good enough to cheer me up

too many things i tried to distract myself
But still unhappy
So many things inside
I just couldn't let everything out
Last time when I'm sad
I can recover very fast
after sleep or shower
Even telling friends will make me feel better

But not for this time
I told nearly all my friends
But
I'M STILL EMO
I never EMO for this long and this much
There is nothing I can do
Sorry my fren
I know I'm making u guys worried
I'm ok
Just need time

Can anyone know what i'm thinking?
Guess what this mean

W.H.T.M.
Is You Will Never Know The Pain Inside


guess what does 'W.H.T.M.'means

Tears

Tears can't stop rolling down
I used to be a happy go lucky girl
That always smile and laugh
Like the atmosphere was filled with HAPPINESS
I spread my happiness to ppl around me
I used to be so happy
I miss the smile on my face
The good mood that I always had


Now I'm always EMO and SAD
Many things upset me
I feel like no one cares bout me
No one really understand
I felt so ALONE
When I scream
Feels like no one will come after the door
If I'm sad
No one will lend me ears and shoulder


I miss the old Chee Hui Wen
But she is dead
I'm not longer the simple n naive girl
I'm just an EMO girl

EMO

So EMO
wanna grab and smash everything
wanna shout out loud
wanna dance in pouring rain
wanna tear all papers
wanna throw away my emo


I just wanna CRY
But I can't
Can anyone make me cry?
Please?

Ouch~Skating

Monday T1 class was extremely boring
Yawned many times in class
Sir was like talking to himself cuz no one listen to him
except a few obedient ones

went skating after class on Monday



(from left) Janynn,Me , Queenie, Alfred
Clearing ice
Queenie, Alfred, Arthur
Janynn n Me



I don't know how to skate at all
Others too...Except Alfred
He is so PRO
Kept skating around us
Seeing Pro skaters lik him does makes me felt pressured
Arthur n another guy joined in later
Arthur was like a big kid
He never skate before n He shouted many times
But at last he turned Pro
So smart
but at last all knew how to skate except me
I can't even balance myself on ice
Vivienne is a LOSER
I fell down 3 times
3 times also I dragged my friends along

SORRY

1st with Melissa
2nd n 3rd with Queenie

Took pic b4 going back
So unfortunately Melissa n Chirtie went back earlier
So didn't take pic with them
Next Monday must take ya~~

Sob Sob~~
Injured~~ Pain Pain
My elbow
Knee
Foot( Because the shoe doesn't fits well)

No AIR

Felt so breathless
I need FRIENDS
I need SUPPORT
I need HAPPINESS
I need MONEY
I need TIME
I need SPACE

I NEED AIR

LOSER

HAHAHA
I AM A LOSER
I got only 57 over 100
for my CAT T1
only 1 people out of 37 failed
I'm the second lowest mark
Means the lowest among all passes
Highest was 97
3 boys got 97
most of my friends got 80 or 90 above

SHAME ON U LA VIVIENNE

Yea...I'm lazy

BORING?
COME~ I'll tell u something funny

At first it was quite frustrating

Mr Cheah: whats ur name?
Me: Chee Hui Wen, I know I got low marks ( I peeped it when he went out before this)
Mr Cheah: Hmm, u know la..why so low?
Me: don't know, sales tax calculation mistaken gua...haha...nevermind la I got exemption
Mr Cheah: Ya..sometimes exemptions are good for some students ( he means those who are weak like me, lol)
Me: *Speechless*


Later,
Mr Cheah wants to tell us the mark we got
I was feeling reluctant to go n see
when he called my name
I slowly walked to him
then he showed me my marks
he whispered: How come so low? Thought u can do better
Me:*speechless again plus heartbroken*

I was sad and frustrated at that moment cuz i nvr expect to get such bad result
I knew I did wrong calculation for Sales Tax, but that one only 3 marks ma
How come lost 43 marks??
even if i did other mistakes, also wont be until this level gua

[During short break]
Me: sob sob...I don't know why i got so low marks
Friends: progress test only ma
Wan Cheen : still want go skating this fri?
Me: no mood la...see first
Wan Cheen: U asked us den u say dun wan?haha

all of a sudden~~
Melissa: the trial balance...
Me: WAIT!! what trial balance? number 6 is it,the multi choice question? I can't get the correct answer?
Melissa , Wan Cheen: No, the subjective one
Me:where got??!!!
Melissa , Wan Cheen, Su Hui: the back one, queastion 16
Me: OMG!! tell me bout it!Ithink I didn't do that question!!

The reason of my terrible result

I DID NOT DO THE LAST QUESTION
CUZ I NEVER SAW IT

AND~~
THE QUESTION CARRIES 34 MARKS
Sir said since the question is a trial balance question
I should be able to get 91 if i completed all question
HAHaHA
Well, sad cuz I got bad result
But happy to know that my result is due to careless not due to stupidity
HAHAHA
Told dad n mom
Dad was unhappy
But at least not because I'm stupid

Vivienne, don't you be careless again
LOL~
btw, Thanks ya, Prof Chong Pei Mun
HAHAHA

SHOP SHOP SHOP!!!

THE CURVE THIS SATURDAY

HAHAHA

EVIL LAUGH FROM MISS SHOPAHOLIC

Late Update

1st May was my Mom's Birthday
So Coincident rite??
Labour Day
Happy Birthday Mom

camwhore in car

bro n i

dragonfire chicken

buffalo wings

sizzling chicken n cheese

fish n chip

fried mac and cheese

Mom and Dad at T.G.I. Friday

I LOVE CAMWHOR-ING ^^

after meal, we go for short shopping at Subang Parade
My dad bought a massage chair from Ogawa
as he always wanted one
then we headed to Parkson
Dad bought shirt n sandals
I spotted a Carlo Rino purse for my mom's bday present
not really expensive
RM179
but no new stock
haiz
going to get it elsewhere

when we go home,
megan asked me to go yam cha
so Dad fetched me to her hze
and we watched OIAM together
while waiting for Wei Jie

First I thought we going to Mc Donalds Rawang
but finally we ended up at Starbucks the Curve
we reached at 11
and went home 12 sumthing
Enjoyed but something bad happened
spoiling all our mood
Haiz~~~

Tomorrow another boring Monday
Hate going college
Secondary school is best

to those who are still in secondary school
PLZ APPRECIATE
Cuz u r definitely going to miss it