Don't Read If you Have no PATIEENCE

Actually I had did correction to this post
Before I did corrections, this post was about 3000 to 4000 words of scolds
It had been a bad day for me
I was so depressed and feeling melancholic
with what my relative said about me which are all untrue
They said I'm going to be arrogant with my result
But I swear to God
I have never think of being arrogant
I was so contented with my result and I cherish it
I even felt so sad for my friends who did not get good results
I even cried for them when I saw them being sad
I did not tell anyone of my relative about my result before they ask
I was being down to earth
So I think what they said about me is untrue and unfair
I even complaint to my parents
My parents told me that we can't control what people say
My dad was right
He says that all we can do is do out best part
and there is nothing to regret
In my opinion, the result is mine and I don't need to explain anything to anyone
As long as I feel I'm comfortable with what I had , thats enough
I said to God
I said God please bless me
I knew I never study hard
I knew I never put in much effort
I knew I did many wrongs in SPM paper
I knew I left out much blanks in SPM paper
Please let me to get 11As
I don't need it to be all A1s
as long as it is 11As then I will be satisfied
I will not ask for any rewards from my parents
I will not complain
I will not change my mind and want for 11A1
God granted my wish and it was better than expectations
I can't even believe it at first
Even my parents were so happy but I still thibk I don't really deserve it
Thanks God for always being so kind to me
Thanks for making me a lucky one
Thanks for always showing me a bright way out when I faced hardships
I can always feel God's existence in my life
Honestly, I'm not a good believer
Before my SPM , I rarely pray to God
I'm a Buddhist, but I'm different
I think God can exist in many ways
I also believe in karma
Why I say I'm different?
See, I am a Buddhist,
I pray with joss sticks for God
that is what Buddhist do
But I never specify God in any form
I just call God as God
Before I sleep or when I wake up
I 'talk' to God
I believe God can listen to what I said
I rarely do praying or talking to God before this
Until I was going to have SPM
I always pray to God in my room
Until now I still do so
Even not everyday but still sometimes
I felt so relieve after telling God about my problems
Example yesterday I was sad because I graduated
I wish I could still remember all those beautiful memories
So i pray to God
The reason for me to do correction to this post and delete all those scolding
Is because of God
I know God will not wish me to say bad things about others
I know this post is very boring
But it is just for me to record my feelings
God is always my life companion
I will never feel I'm alone whenever i think God is with me

Please do not think I'm too 'into' God like crazy
Just I love God
Not until the crazy level

PS: Baby Sam, I will do the tag as soon as possible
Thanks for tagging me, Love you always~