Confusion

Yesterday I went to Sunway University College
Registered for March intake
Before that I was hesitating about either I should go overseas or not
Cuz many of my friends are going overseas
If I'm going to take Foundation in Arts instead of A level or MUFY
That means I must complete my degree program in Malaysia
Haiz
But lastly I had registered for Foundation in Arts
Cuz I think going abroad is not that suitable for me
That are a lots of things to do for going abroad
First my English is not good
then living over there alone needs time for me to adapt
Maybe I can't even concentrate for exam
Third, studying over there will also require much expenses
So i decided not to waste money


I applied for hostel
Cuz traveling to n fro to Sunway is so far and consume a lot of time and $$
but the person in charge told me that she can't confirm that I can get hostel
The management will send confirmation email to me
haiz...
I hope i can get the hostel
But even i got it also I have to move out after one year

The commence day is near
But that are still a lot of things that should be done before start
I'm sure I'm definitely going to miss my life before college