2010

Holidays is ending too soon for me
I don't like going back to college
Feeling so so reluctant

Still feeling like goin back to high school
Forever 17

OMG I'm going to be 19 next yr
18 ended too ordinary n fast
I'm so upset bout it


When we all graduated
we get less holidays like in high school n college
Believe me, appreciate the high school life u r having now

Awww...Edward! bite me plz.forever 18

BACK BACK BACK ~!!!

Yea Yea Vivienne is Back In Action
Holidays started after torturement of the CAT final exams
My comments bout the exams?
Honestly, I SCREWED UP

But I know myself is the one to be blamed for being lazy
So... I just want to PASS
Ok Ok...Skip the exam part

After my exam, my parents came to pick me up
And before my exam I told them i wanted to buy a cap at Pyramid
But was really in a bad mood
so I suggested to head back to Rawang
Cuz I've not been sleeping for 2 days I guess?
Insomnia :(

After we reached Rawang
My ex-classmates sms-ed me asking me to join steamboat session at Kepong
So after dinner with my family my friends picked me up at BCH
and guess what,
Instead of going to Kepong, we headed to Sunway again
hahaha
For steamboat buffet
My friend disagree to go to Yuen cuz he said the environment there is not hygiene
and He claimed that he saw a cockroach there
So we headed to the one opposite Yuen

Hmm...sorry yea busy eating n talking,
forgot bout snapping pics
:D
btw the buffet costs RM28 per pax
Was quite worthy cuz there was variety of food to choose from
But I seriosuly do not recommend soy bean soup for steamboat
Cuz after getting heated for some time
It actually clogs up

After the steamboat session
I suggested to head to D Curve for some walking
So we headed to there
Saw a FILA bag there
30% off and I like it
Cuz I've been wanting a bag for college use for some time
But NO MONEY, SO, No TALK
hahahaha


Snapped some pics there
Enjoy ~ :D

Going to Singapore to visit my Uncle for 4 days
Will update bout it ASAP after I'm back :D

Worthless

One week passed
What did I did?
Never touch the books that I had threw aside since the last day of t6
Spent whole week watching 5 dramas and uncountable movies
I ruined my own life
Everyone can see me online all the time
right?
Even if You didn't see me
That's because I'm appearing offline
I hate myself for being a lifeless and worthless people


Yea I chose to be in CAT
I overestimate myself
I knew I'm lazy
Since I'm in primary school I'm already like this
Like Jo said
I can do better if I put in effort
but I'm really so so ;azy
That I let myself to be addicted to dramas
That shouldn't be appearing at this time in my life
I know I should give top priority to my final
it's FINAL
But yet I still go out with friends
Spend whole day online


I know it's time to wake up
I will surely fail if I keep this going
But I'm so sorry that I couldn't pull myself out
I don't have the motivation
I'm not a determined person
Maybe like what Dad said, I'm not supposed to choose this path


Dear my parents, respectful lecturers and friends
I'm so sorry to say this
I knew I chose to let go of myself
It's my fault for choosing to not be a better person
I wish i could make a better one
But I couldn't
I have real bad self-discipline
You never see me study
Until the eleventh hour
No effort, No hardwork, Nothing.



Perhaps CAT is really not the best way for a lazy person

Randomness

Pictures of Jo's surprise party
Grabbed from Jo
Hahaha...
Don't charge me copyright fees ar~!!!
Hahaha

Had a nice day with you guys


Just a short random update
hahaha

Done this in the midnight yesterday cuz I couldnt sleep
Hahaha....


I looked so old in long curly hair~ ><

HAHAHA

Hahahaha
MOCK IS OVER
LOL

Don't know why
I didn't even feel stress for exam
Oppositely
I felt so relax and enjoy
I didn't study for exam
Especially t5
T3 T4 was okay
But I screwed T5 n T6

* Wasn't paying full attention to exam.'Something' really distracting me'


Going to have one week holidays
:D

Went for Janynn's belated day celebration@ sunway pyramid
Well
It was really a long plan
Jenny and I really put in hard work
hahahhahaa
Hard work in looking for excuses
Forgive us Janynn.
Cuz we wanted to give u a surprise
:D




PS: Miss J, why lock ur blog post? wanna see it. Ok?

Back :D

I'm BACK

Yea My Blog has been rotting

Hmm...kinda lazy to update
Currently busy in finishing ' A Stew of Life'
A HongKong TVB drama, about life of women at 20, 40 n 50
Nice and comedic
Love it so much :)

Been spending like tap water recently
I shop every Friday and weekends
Bought uncountable amount of clothes, shoes and etc
All lying untouched in my wardrobe


Watched The Ugly Truth with my housemates yesterday
REALLY NICE! AWESOME
Hahaha...I know it is kinda outdated
But colin anderson, by eric winter
Is so CUte :D





Btw, My dear darling N82 is down again~ No pics. T.T

The Process

Learning how to deal with this world
I was so immature though
Till Now I Only Realise My Naiveness
I used to have this thought
" People will treat you like how you treated them"
Guess This Theory Is Never Gonna Work
Sometimes you just can't have that much of hope.
All things been done, WASTED.
Nothing Much I Can Say.

I've gave out all my best and I have nothing to regret
God knows. What goes around comes around.
May God Bless the Good Ones
PEACE

After PT2

Here to update my blog
Since it had been rusting
LOL
Screwed T3 and T4
T3 was totally nightmare to me
I didn't even complete
Nah~ Forget bout it

The night after PT
Went to Rock Cafe with
Charis Charlene Alfred Sian Seong Winnie Why Loon


The night was cool and windy
I didn't order anything LOL
No $$ lar~

There was some crew shooting drama/ movie over there
Right beside us
They kept shooting the bright white light at us
We were quite irritated




Friday
Had suffered stomach pain for whole night
I thought was appendix
But Eugene told me should not be
Cuz if appendix then I can't even walk to class


In CSB
Was quite boring
and I was feeling unwell at that time
So~ Kept lying on the table
And lecturer kept asking if I'm ok


In Malaysian Studies
We had some presentations this week
So overall just listening to the presentation LOL

[Random Pics]

From left : Eugene, Izzat , Pravin and Chee Hou
Me and Eugene [ Bro lar~]
Izzat looking at? Hmm~
Captured by Eugene




There was a question session after each presentation
Eugene and Izzat were so funny
when they were asked bout Baba and Nyonya
They couldn't give the correct answer
So what they do is
.
..
...
GOOGLE IT!
They got Choki-Choki for answering correctly
[I wonder why are they so excited bout the Choki-Choki~]




[Showing off his choki-choki]

[the guys in front playing computer games. 'General sumthing']

[Presentation time~ ]
Melissa~ spot ur blog in Sian Seong's laptop

[Izzat logging on FB]
Random


Captured by Alfred [ Eugene Looked Funny lar]
OMG I looked chubby [I'm always chubby]

[Izzat kacau larrrrrrrrrrr~~~]



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Had some emo time after listening to some chinese oldies
during my hair treatment at Subang Parade
Emotional outburst
I think it's time to shut up
People simply dilike to listen
I'm ok
Just learning how to survive in life
It's really hard
But I'm trying


Watched Turning Point aka Laughing Gor with Dad at home
they storyline is really bad
Bad rating


Got my horoscope reading just now
[Rainbow after the storm is always the most beautiful]
I like the line so much

I wanted to Go Out~

Screw It

Screwed my T5 and T6
Yea I did last minute study
I only start studying two days before exam
Mind was so empty when I was taking exam
Screwed both of it

I know U guys will advise me to study more
Sorry I can't
I'm lazy
My parents suggest me to change course
Cuz everything in CAT are getting harder, tougher


Imagine that
I used to feel stress 1 week before exam
Even during SPM too
But now, every single day I felt the stress
Stress of failing, can't proceed to ACCA


Maybe I should seriously find some time
To really think about this

:)

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Life

After a long talk with my parents
I really found out something
That even your parents can don't know you well
For me, my mom doesn't understand me
Most of the time
She doesn't understand what I'm trying to say
Unlike my dad
He is very understanding indeed
I never told him much like I did today
But he really gets what I'm trying to express



I'm really upset bout something
I'm not getting what I want
I knew a truth for a long time
that is

We don't always get what we want

Don't give high expectations, as U might end up getting more frustrations


I hope something I want really happens
I'm not having big or high expectations
I just want a normal life
Is that so hard to fulfill?
I hope I can stop being so pessimistic
Yea I'm improving


Suddenly some lines ran through my mind
And I would like to share this :D



Life is always unpredictable
You can't be able to always foresee it

Life is always dramatic
Full of tragedies, frustrations and emotions
But sometimes there will be miracles and surprises in front there
That enlighten your life journey


Miracles doesn't happen always
Bad things usually happen to us
But when that miracle happens
after so many bad and hurtful incidents
You will find it really appreciatable
And you will cherish it, like how you cherish life


Life is short
We have happy and sad times
We can't stop things to happen
Cuz life is a cycle, and things are in their order
All we can do
is to LEARN
How to make your happiness to last longer
How to make your sadness fade away faster
And how, to make everyday of your life
More Worth-Living.



Eventhough there are always good and bad times
I will still continue the life journey
Adventures await in the future
And I hope to unveil it
Life is.........INTERESTING

Nightmares

Have been having endless nightmares for couple of weeks
Yea.. Slept from 3am till 2pm
Woke up so many times from nightmares
That makes me went into another nightmares again
Was so exhausted
I have been sleeping for long hours recently
Around 12 hours per day?
I couldn't control my sleepiness
End up wasting all my time
Not sleeping, not having rest
But having nightmares that make me even more tired


Hard to have appetite to eat too
At this moment I might feel starving
Next moment I will feel like puking out
Didn't lose much weight I guess
don't know what happened to me



Yea... just got up at 2pm just now
Now I'm sleepy again
Going to sleep again
Haizzzzzz

No nightmares. Please!

一直总是反反复复
老是在烦恼同样的事情
神经大条的我只能说
很无奈
人生里
无论你怎么做
总有人会不满意
所以总有一天要学会
如何不去和那些老爱
在鸡蛋里挑骨头的人计较


我承认吧
我的人际关系真的很差
我也承认我处理这些事上的手法很幼稚
跟男生相处
总是有太over的时候
给他们留下很差的印象


内心的话
说了也不会有人想懂
我真的很在乎我的朋友
很在乎
可能你们都觉得我out
可能我的社交技巧不好
but i m trying to mix in
girls and guys
i m trying


没有emo
只是
很单纯的
想express



雨天
总是让人有很特别的感觉
那淡淡的湿气
总是让思绪很自然的
带着我
飘呀飘呀~~

Depreciation

Sick
Fever and Endless Tiredness
Don't worry
I'm not having H1N1 ok?
I recovered already on yesterday
But got sick again cuz I walked back hostel in rain for 2 days


Can't even sit for long time on chair
Need to lie down for so long time
And I keep sleeping for many hours
Just woke up at 11pm
LOL

Finally

Finally I found a place
Where I can really express all my thoughts
My everything

Farewell

Chua Shang Jun
My friend for 11 years.
Was in same class with me for 10 years
Tomorrow,
he will be leaving to Adelaide. Australia
To study Nursing Diploma for 2 years
Goodbye Chua
Take care
All of us here will miss u
Don't forget us yea ~
haha

GOod Luck and All the Best
:)

Nesmee?!

Slept for nearly 3 hours
From the moment I reach hostel after class till now
6.30pm till 9.10pm
I'm so so exhausted
I was getting up late at 7.15am today
Having T3 at 8am
Rushed to get prepared
Haiz...I usually get up at 6am
But dunno why recently I've been having probs getting up
Even when I go to class also I will start to sleep in class
Was feeling so weak for this week
till I even have difficulties to really hold a pen and write
Heck!
Wasn't able to concentrate on each and every class
Haiz
and once I reach hostel
1st thing I'll do is sleep
And today
I had fever when I was sleeping
Weak till I'm unable to stand up and get myself some water and pills
when I woke up
drizzling outside the window
Damn! No dinner
Forced to take cupnoodles plus canned nescafe
How pathetic~

Panic in the College?

Latest fashion accesories in College?

FACE MASK!!!


Thanks to H1N1

Now we have to put our mask on in college

I guess it had became a trend

Everyone is wearing as if the rules stated

Wear it or Die

I guess I have to start wearing one too

LOL

Got urs on?

You're Not Sorry

all this time i was waSting
hoping you would come around
i've been giving out cHances every time
and all you do is let me down
and its takEn me this LONG
baby but i figured you out
and you're thinking well be fine again
but not this time around


you don't have to Call -- anymore
i won't pick up the phone
this is the last -- straw
don't wannA to hurt anymore
and you caN tell me that you're sorry
but i don't believe you baby
like i did -- before
you're not sorry.
oh-h-h no. no. no.

Storm

Life isn't smooth for me
Like storm raging on my skies
I tried so hard to get out of it
But seems to be so hard
Everything made me breatheless
I often found myself gasping for air
Why things will turn out in this way?
Not the way I wanted


I know what I want
I tried not care bout ppl's perceptions
But who can really do it?
Ppl used to think I had a good life
But what I need now
Is true FRIENDSHIP
I always got frustrations
I treat them so good
Till I can sacrifice so many things
But what I get?
Is their cold replies
'Did I ask u to care?'
When I ask for their help
'Sorry I'm so busy'
When they are sad they will tell
'I'm so sad '
When I'm sad, they will not reply
or just
'Sorry I can't help u in this.'

What is all these?
Is that what a friend called?
Damn it
I don't need a friend like that
Use me, spend my money, and saty away from me when I need u
Why is it so unfair?
Why majority of my friend are so useless?
That only want to use me?


and there are some
They rarely use me
Yes I'm the stupid one
I treated them so good
Care for them
and what did I get?
I didn't expect them to be extra nice to me
What makes me really pissed off is
they are good and nice to nearly everyone
EXCEPT ME
What a World!!!!!!


Why am I always getting failures and frustrations in friendships?
Always being used always being blamed always being ignored

And yea, this is my blog
let me speak whatever I want

U r all I need

Nearly got into accidents today
Yea. accidents
Many
Deathly ones
Heck~
I need ppl around me
Damn !
No one is here


Got myself into deadbroke situation today
Spent 150 over at popular and guardian
bought a cd for 40 which i dun lik at all
Wasted
Damn~



Phobia of driving
Shouldn't ever attempt to drive again
Even I drive carefully
There are always reckless ppl
I might lose my life for those jerk

Hmm??

Progress Test 1 over.
Guess I'm going to FAIL successfully?
Was really relieved anyway
LOLZ

Y I feel that friends around me are avoiding me?
Weird~ Tell me why plz?
Haiz


btw, one of my exam invigilator for T6 was really COOL ^^

It's Weekends AGAIN

Yea It's WEEKENDS again
Back to Rawang
Lazy wanna do word typing



Random Pictures of the Week


Nescafe ( My FAVOURITE)
Works Best when U r feeling Tired or Sleepy


Tried this Munchy Oat Krunch
Doesn't taste good
But cost me RM 3.80 for just 7 small packs
Not Worth


During T3 additional class
Thomas
( Don't be SHY)
><
EUGENE!
Kung FU PAnda^^
HOIIIIIYA!!!!


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The Hostel Management in colloboration with The Hostel Commitee
Held a BBQ nite on Thursday
Location : Badminton court behind my apartment block
Near ~ hahaha

I'll let the pics to do the talk ^^
Before Party starts
Speech by representative of Hostel Management


Henry
Singing performance
That takes a lot of courage to sing in front of all residents
SALUTE~

Game time!
$ian $eong got himself caught
Hahaha
See he is enjoying his punishment
Hot Sexy Dance with another girl
Fuyoh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Pointing at us
Haha
He is trying to warn us to not capture his pic
LOL
I'm so 'scared 'la
Games going on
Blow Wind Blow
Alfred Kong got caught
Too shy when asked for his hp number


Dance Kong Dance

$ian $eong seems to be contented wirh the hotdog there
Nice huh? I want one too
Too bad
Out of stock
Plus already too full of food there
Haha



Why Loon
What expression is this huh?
Trying to act cute?
Maybe U should put in more effort
XD



Before going back
(from left) Why Loon, Alfred,Charis Ern Hui, Charlene Sze Hui


Navin from group 10, Why Loon, Alfred, Charlene

Kong and Kwong
Both share the same surname in Chinese


Party ended around 10pm.
We stayed there to chat until 11pm
Then I headed back to my unit
Chatted with housemates till 2am
Hahaaaa

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WOke up at 6.40 am this morning
Almost late
Luckily I still able to rush to college before 7.30am
Impressed huh?
I did bath, wash hair, get dressed up, filled water, tidy my room and packed my bag
In short time!


Today's Malaysian Studies class was SO SO SO SO SO BORING!!!!!
Haha
Borrowed Izzat's Ipod to watch Twilight with Eugene
Hahaaaaaa




He is pretending to be a good student

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Craving for some funny jokes?
We did have many but I forgot most if them
Hmmmmmm



Incident one ( T5)

EUgene's gang : * Cleared throat* Teacher , three of us got a name

Ms WOng: Oh Yea? what is that?

Izzat : Miss Yu called us the Back Row Boys

=.= , imitate Backstreet Boys huh? Better call u guys Bad Boys.
Hahahaha



Incident 2 ( Day to day)

Me : Hamreet!

Harmeet : what U Vivien neh? * Turned to EUgene* See I said I will pronounce her name as Vivienne but she is calling me Harmeet!

Eugene : * Laugh *

Vivienne : Ur name's spelling not H A M R E E T?

Harmeet : How many times u want me to repeat? Is H A R M E E T!!!!! * MADNESS raging *

Vivienne : Ok Ok.....haha

Harmeet : See la... Ppl with the alphabets N E at the back of their names are so ....

EUgene : What U trying to say huh? Haha...My name also ?!!!

Vivienne : hahahahhahaaaaaaaaa...Chill la..Hamreet ( purposely)


Incident 3 : (T5)

Ms Wong was teaching about fraud and bribe in company
sharing with us her friend's husband story
He got involved in a company case cuz he audited and revealed fraud
Then He got disappeared for 6 months and became a changed person after coming back


Izzat : So what is the moral of the story?

Ms Wong : I'm teaching u guys all these to let u know how these frauds happen . SO U guys canfigure out how to deal with all these when U go to work in future

Izzat : Owh

Ms WOng : SO what is the moral of the story? That is~

Izzat : TAKE THE BRIBE!


( Whole class laughed loudly )



Incident 4 : ( T6 Mr Jana)

Mr JAna : Do u know SUnway College is the only holder of the ACCA platinum status in Malaysia?

CLass : Segi? UTAR?

Mr Jana : Yea they used to have. But already taken away cuz they are unable to maintain their results to be higher than world's passing rates

Class : OooooOoo

Mr Jana : ACtually do u guys know why Sunway produce a lot of good students? Prizewinner?

Class : Why?

Mr Jana : This is related to our good Feng Hsui

Class : ?????

Mr Jana : Yea rite! SUnway , means the way that sun rises, We are the top

Class : * SWT =.=*



Incident 5 : T6


Mr Jana : I'm having sore throat now. Hmm.. can anyone give me a sweet

Girl : * Gave him a HACKS*

Mr Jana : * Looked at the sweet wrapper* Ah!!! this is HACKS, with honey and vitamin C! I shoud feel much better afetr taking this . * Ate the sweet* AHHHH~~~ I feel SO MUCH BETTER! Thanks You girl, CLass Plz give her a clap!

Class : * One Clap*

Mr JAna : U know, actually this reminds me of my past time. We used to have the sweets with the name ' Kiss Me'. It was so popular when I was in high school. Everytime we guys will ask the girls ,' Kiss me?' and they will give us sweets.

Class : * Bursted into laughter*


Incident 6 : T6

Mr Jana was talking bout the projector thing
I was sitting at far back so I didn't notice what he said earlier
suddenly : ~~~~~~~~


Alfred : U should try to put ur bottom on!
Class : hahahahhaha~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Mr Jana : Actually there was a girl I been with when I was in TAR. that time was my first year in Uni. She is actually very clever. and very good at economic studies. I used to ask her why she picked me , then she said two words .' CUTE BUM'

Class : LOL! HAHAHHAHAHHAHA

Mr Jana : I think some of you mistaken bout my shape.* Pointed at his tummy * This is not called fat! It is called as MUSCLES!!!

Class : Hahahaha

Mr Jana : I used to be football player u know. So the guy juzt now, U don't need to sit for the coming PT and MOCK exam. YOU ARE BARRED FRoM CAT n ACCA FOREVER~!!!!!!!!!!!

Alfred : =.=



That's all for today
I'm very tired
Blogged from 11.30pm till 1am
Good nitez people ^^


P/S: Many ppl around me got ill. I hope they will recover a.s.a.p. I also do hope veryone including me will stay healthy too ~!!! XD TAKE CARE EVERYONE! Drink More Water and Avoid going crowded ares