Worthless

One week passed
What did I did?
Never touch the books that I had threw aside since the last day of t6
Spent whole week watching 5 dramas and uncountable movies
I ruined my own life
Everyone can see me online all the time
right?
Even if You didn't see me
That's because I'm appearing offline
I hate myself for being a lifeless and worthless people


Yea I chose to be in CAT
I overestimate myself
I knew I'm lazy
Since I'm in primary school I'm already like this
Like Jo said
I can do better if I put in effort
but I'm really so so ;azy
That I let myself to be addicted to dramas
That shouldn't be appearing at this time in my life
I know I should give top priority to my final
it's FINAL
But yet I still go out with friends
Spend whole day online


I know it's time to wake up
I will surely fail if I keep this going
But I'm so sorry that I couldn't pull myself out
I don't have the motivation
I'm not a determined person
Maybe like what Dad said, I'm not supposed to choose this path


Dear my parents, respectful lecturers and friends
I'm so sorry to say this
I knew I chose to let go of myself
It's my fault for choosing to not be a better person
I wish i could make a better one
But I couldn't
I have real bad self-discipline
You never see me study
Until the eleventh hour
No effort, No hardwork, Nothing.



Perhaps CAT is really not the best way for a lazy person

Randomness

Pictures of Jo's surprise party
Grabbed from Jo
Hahaha...
Don't charge me copyright fees ar~!!!
Hahaha

Had a nice day with you guys


Just a short random update
hahaha

Done this in the midnight yesterday cuz I couldnt sleep
Hahaha....


I looked so old in long curly hair~ ><

HAHAHA

Hahahaha
MOCK IS OVER
LOL

Don't know why
I didn't even feel stress for exam
Oppositely
I felt so relax and enjoy
I didn't study for exam
Especially t5
T3 T4 was okay
But I screwed T5 n T6

* Wasn't paying full attention to exam.'Something' really distracting me'


Going to have one week holidays
:D

Went for Janynn's belated day celebration@ sunway pyramid
Well
It was really a long plan
Jenny and I really put in hard work
hahahhahaa
Hard work in looking for excuses
Forgive us Janynn.
Cuz we wanted to give u a surprise
:D




PS: Miss J, why lock ur blog post? wanna see it. Ok?

Back :D

I'm BACK

Yea My Blog has been rotting

Hmm...kinda lazy to update
Currently busy in finishing ' A Stew of Life'
A HongKong TVB drama, about life of women at 20, 40 n 50
Nice and comedic
Love it so much :)

Been spending like tap water recently
I shop every Friday and weekends
Bought uncountable amount of clothes, shoes and etc
All lying untouched in my wardrobe


Watched The Ugly Truth with my housemates yesterday
REALLY NICE! AWESOME
Hahaha...I know it is kinda outdated
But colin anderson, by eric winter
Is so CUte :D





Btw, My dear darling N82 is down again~ No pics. T.T

The Process

Learning how to deal with this world
I was so immature though
Till Now I Only Realise My Naiveness
I used to have this thought
" People will treat you like how you treated them"
Guess This Theory Is Never Gonna Work
Sometimes you just can't have that much of hope.
All things been done, WASTED.
Nothing Much I Can Say.

I've gave out all my best and I have nothing to regret
God knows. What goes around comes around.
May God Bless the Good Ones
PEACE

After PT2

Here to update my blog
Since it had been rusting
LOL
Screwed T3 and T4
T3 was totally nightmare to me
I didn't even complete
Nah~ Forget bout it

The night after PT
Went to Rock Cafe with
Charis Charlene Alfred Sian Seong Winnie Why Loon


The night was cool and windy
I didn't order anything LOL
No $$ lar~

There was some crew shooting drama/ movie over there
Right beside us
They kept shooting the bright white light at us
We were quite irritated




Friday
Had suffered stomach pain for whole night
I thought was appendix
But Eugene told me should not be
Cuz if appendix then I can't even walk to class


In CSB
Was quite boring
and I was feeling unwell at that time
So~ Kept lying on the table
And lecturer kept asking if I'm ok


In Malaysian Studies
We had some presentations this week
So overall just listening to the presentation LOL

[Random Pics]

From left : Eugene, Izzat , Pravin and Chee Hou
Me and Eugene [ Bro lar~]
Izzat looking at? Hmm~
Captured by Eugene




There was a question session after each presentation
Eugene and Izzat were so funny
when they were asked bout Baba and Nyonya
They couldn't give the correct answer
So what they do is
.
..
...
GOOGLE IT!
They got Choki-Choki for answering correctly
[I wonder why are they so excited bout the Choki-Choki~]




[Showing off his choki-choki]

[the guys in front playing computer games. 'General sumthing']

[Presentation time~ ]
Melissa~ spot ur blog in Sian Seong's laptop

[Izzat logging on FB]
Random


Captured by Alfred [ Eugene Looked Funny lar]
OMG I looked chubby [I'm always chubby]

[Izzat kacau larrrrrrrrrrr~~~]



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Had some emo time after listening to some chinese oldies
during my hair treatment at Subang Parade
Emotional outburst
I think it's time to shut up
People simply dilike to listen
I'm ok
Just learning how to survive in life
It's really hard
But I'm trying


Watched Turning Point aka Laughing Gor with Dad at home
they storyline is really bad
Bad rating


Got my horoscope reading just now
[Rainbow after the storm is always the most beautiful]
I like the line so much

I wanted to Go Out~

Screw It

Screwed my T5 and T6
Yea I did last minute study
I only start studying two days before exam
Mind was so empty when I was taking exam
Screwed both of it

I know U guys will advise me to study more
Sorry I can't
I'm lazy
My parents suggest me to change course
Cuz everything in CAT are getting harder, tougher


Imagine that
I used to feel stress 1 week before exam
Even during SPM too
But now, every single day I felt the stress
Stress of failing, can't proceed to ACCA


Maybe I should seriously find some time
To really think about this

:)