Dilemma

Another boring Saturday
I have spent this whole week meaninglessly
Why would I say so?
Cuz I have done nothing other than online
Or TV
Today,
Mom went to grandpa's house
While Dad n bro were outstation to Setiawan
I'm alone again
Grr...
Staying far from Country Homes do has many disadvantages
No friends, no entertainment
I even thought of going back to hostel
Cuz maybe I can do window shopping at Sunway Pyramid
But, I do know myself so well
No window shopping
If shopping, means shopping
LOL
Get what I'm trying to say?
Yup..I will at least buy something
Since I have no money left in my wallet
Is better to not go shopping

These few days, I spent really a lot of time on internet
From the moment after breakfast
Till 3am or 4am in the morning
Damn lifeless weih
Wakaka
I really tried hard to discipline myself
To at least revise a bit on T2
But, I just barely have the mood


Was feeling in dilemma
I was hoping July to come soon
Cuz I can hang out after class
LOL
But I know T3 , T4 , T5 (especially T5)
Are not going to be easy as T1 n T2
Plus Malaysian Studies
So I was also kinda worried at the same time
I know I'm damn lazy
I was afraid bout unable to catch up on my studies
Sob Sob...I don't want to fail!!!


No one online now
Maybe I'm just not having much contacts on my MSN
Anyone? Add me?LOL


Just mumbling...Ignore me ^^