BAD

I'm having real bad mood for these few days
Really BAD
Worried for college
Worried for staying outside alone
Worried of possibility of catching H1N1

Michael Jackson
Still can't believe that U passed away
I'm not a huge fan of U
But I am quite familiar with ur songs
Beat it
Thriller
We are the world
Black and White

Movie Outings

WARNING!!!
Be patient
This is gonna be a LONG ~~~~~~ Post


went to Midvalley
For movie purpose of course!
XD
Well, initially asked Shnag Jun n Wei Jie
But Wei Jie didn't wake up
So
only Shang Jun n I went
LOL
we are taking train
and ya
I'm damn afraid of H1N1
So i put my mask on when I was on the train
Everyone on train was staring me like I'm somekind of alien
LOL
I don't give a damn la


Reached at 11.30am
Bought tickets for 2 movies
Transformer 2 Revenge of The Fallen (12.00pm)
and Drag Me to Hell (4.00pm)


Transformer 2 was quite nice
The 3D graphic effect was kinda perfect

Not to mention how great those stunts are
Cuz if u have seen it
U will get it
LOL
Hmm..what noticeable is
I think this time they added many funny parts to the movie
First
they added a twins autobots in it
named Mudflap and Skids
Mudflap is more talkative and active
and the twins always make lots of noise in their adventure
LOL
I remember this scene
That they are argueing at the ancient tomb
And Bumblebee threw them out
Funny
Also
When attacked by Devastator
Mudflap is kinda like..been sucked in to Devastator's mouth
But then
It turned out that Mudflap start to beat it in face
And what he said is damn funny
LOL

And!!! four decepticons were after Sam
and Optimus Prime was damn brave in protecting Sam
Even sacrificed his life as an autobot Prime
When I saw that part
Was kinda sad cuz I thought he will never be back
and no one can defeat the Fallen
But at last, Sam got this Matrix of Leadership
and revived Optimus Prime (Yeah)
And saved the world
How they did it? go watch in cinema la
haha
XD


Megan Fox!!!
A hot topic relating to the movie
Yea she is a HOT~~~ babe
I seriously love her eye colour
LOL
and the way she walk
damn sexy and seducting
haha
And Shia LaBeouf also looked cute
LOL
there is a funny part
where Mikaela accidentally bumped into Sam's dorm
when a girl was kissing him
and
the girl was transformed by decepticons
Imagine she put her tongue (metal tongue) into Sam
LOL!
and there is a lil small decepticons
also funny la..
when he knew that Jetfire( a former decepticons that changed side to autobots)
He said to Mikaela
I want to change sides too!!
Say My Name! Say My Name!


And!! U gotta see this
Sam's roommate Leo and Seymour Simmons,former agent of the terminated Sector 7 unit
LOL
they made the movie even funnier
Like Leo always said
God! I don't wanna die!
and more funnier dialogues which I can't remember
And Seymour
He worked in this meat shop
and he had a secret underground chamber
that keeps confidential and classified records of Sector 7
Lol...he put dead pigs on the entrance
then he said
Next time when u eat a pork, there is story behind it
LOL!
Then, when he want to stop decepticons from activating the machine
He kept telling Leo
remember what I did for my nation
I'm all alone!
haha
LOL

The movie is seriously nice
but i kinda dislike




Went for Drag Me to Hell at 4pm
It started with the heroine, Christine Brown
who works as a loan officer in a bank
One day, an old woman , Sylvia Ganush found Christine
and hope that Christine can help her to delay her mortgage
But, Christine didn't cuz she was hoping to show her Manager
that she can make a good judgement
In order to get a promotion
And Mrs Ganush begged Christine
and then Christine kinda struggled away
And Mrs Ganush had a grudge cuz she thinks that Christine shamed her
and she attacked Christine at her car
Then she cursed Christine
and a series of things happened
The whole movie was full of series of climax
From start till end



I will give a great rating for that movie
Because
That movie is really horrifying
Cuz you never know when the thing will happen
There were quite a numbers of times I got real shocked
and was so afraid
and the effect and storyline

XD
I was so happy I had watched two real great movie
When I say great here, I'm NOT over exaggerated


Gosh
I had 2 regular popcorns by myself for two movies
So fattening
haiz



Met someone on train on the way back
Seriously spoiled my mood
Damn it

Normal

Slept at 10.30pm yesterday
I never go to bed so early at usual
Actually just plan to have short nap
Then online again or re-read New Moon
Awhh~ but I was just too tired
Sorry Mr Mangosteen
Really no credit d
Can't lend u
I was in blur situation when I heard another incoming message
I didn't check up cuz I thought was advertisement
(Advertisement at 12.49am? are u nuts?!)
I was sleeping okay?!
XD
Was from Mr Squid
Thanks la weih XD
Dun spy me ok?
hahaha
Owhh guys i miss u guys so so so much
Can't wait to see u guys next week
But unfortunately
Many of them are not going for orientation
Should I still go?
hmm...if more than 3 person go then I'll go.
Lolz
If not...
Sorry la...
haha...
I'm rotting at home
Just checked up at my old blog
Abandoned for very long time
So sorry for it
:'(
Posted a post on it
In chinese, and password protected
But
Old schoolmates can unlock it so easily
XD


Mom doesn't allow me to go anywhere
Bcuz of the spread of Swine Flu
(Argh I hate u ! Swine Flu!)
Hope Swine Flu will stop spreading soon
And WHO can figure out something to stop Swine Flu


WORLD PEACE

XD

LOL
another boring day
Not having any plans for holidays
anyone? ask me out? plz? lol
Planning to read New Moon again
But I don't think I have that much passion
Awhh~!!
Sorry Edward
Wait for me ya

Nobody is online now
I was searching for nice books n nice movie
OMG
I must go to MPH next week when I go back to Sunway
Gonna get myself some real nice book
Any suggestions?
Ehm
I don't like boring books
I want those like Harry Potter which are adventureous or
Twilight that has romance and actions
Haha
Guess I'm just having 'too much' imagination
Wakaka
Well
Who doesn't hate boring books rite?
Looking forward for next semester
But I know it is gonna be a hectic period for me
LOL
And definitely gonna miss home
^^

It's Over!!!

Today and this whole week was like a nightmare to me
As I'm having T2 final exam today
Who ever knows me well
They will know I am damn lazy
I will not study until the day before exam
The whole week I just relax n play
Finally
At yesterday night
I start to feel great tension
So asked my friends to have group study at hostel's study room
Haha
I reached at 8pm
Then other arrived later
Squid was most late
haha
he arrived at 11pm
He looks so tired
Yet, haha...I kinda forced him
LOL
Sorry lo...
Who ask U to be genius??

We had mamak break at 12am
haha
Had our mamak break at food court
the hygiene level
Ehm... I hate it
Cockroaches are there on those instant mee
Outside the plastic bag la
Yet still disgusts us
Then we went back after mamak
reached study room around 1am
Actually we already start to lose concentration except Squid
He still attentively reading his reference book
When it was 2am in the morning
they were looking very sleepy
we arranged chairs to sleep on
But still very uncomfortable
I felt so sorry for them
Cuz they already finish study
I'm the lazy one
So I asked them to go back at 3am
Then I stay there until 6am





4am in the morning
Freezing
Alone
Haha
I even used hp to surf online
haha
Don't think I'm studying hard
Actually wanted to go back
But dare not
Cuz was very dark outside
And I need to walk a distance back
DANGEROUS
wakaka
So I took 30 min nap


spot my water bottle
haha
I went back to hostel at 6am
took bath
went to study room at 6.35am
Then went back hostel at 7.15am
I was not studying
Just couldn't sleep
Muscles felt so stiffed
Then hard to breathe
And kept having butterflies in my stomach
I laid down on bed when I went back
Then finally slept shortly from 7.45am till 8.18am
Rushed down to study room ( actually was blur blur that time)
Kept cursing
Cuz I felt just fine before sleep
After taking nap
My brain felt so heavy and imbalance
Having serious migraine too


Went to library with Alfred
There were many high school students
Having tour around
So
They stared at us when they walked by
Cuz we are sitting beside staircase
I feel like we are animals inside zoo
wakaka
Then one girl from my class joined us
her name is See Mun if I'm not mistaken
Sorry
Bad memory I had

The others also joined us after their T1 exam
all of them passed
was so happy for them
but at the same time worried for myself
The stress level was very similar to what I experienced during SPM



Squid came late
haha
Cuz when I called him up
He was still sleeping
Rainy day , sure nice hor?
haha
Then he told me something
' Vivienne, yesterday when we left at 3am, U r studying this page'
'Then now, I still see the same page U r studying on'
LOL!!!
I didn't study la
All those notes just can't get into my mind
Haiz


Then, exam at 1pm
I was so so nervous
Having mild gastric cuz I had nothing but Nescafe since after mamak
even mamak also I just had teh tarik
My hand n legs are sweating cold
Kept shivering
Haiz
Even pressed on wrong button during exam
LOL
I finished my 2 hours exam in 20mins
then took 10 -15 min checking
Then I decided to just end my exam
haha
Was kinda nervous
Cuz it's same like undang test
we get our result immediately
Then our result will be updated at ACCA in Glasglow
The moment I saw my marks
I was like...
feeling so unbelievable
Cuz I failed my MOCK
and I passed this time

I think all of us passed^^
Congratz ya all my dear friends
Can't wait to see u guys next sem ^^
xoxo

Lifeless

Feeling damn lifeless weih
So boring staying at home
Yeah...
Going back to hostel tis friday
And gonna be free for 1 week after this coming Saturday
Final Exam!!!
I haven't study
My MOCK exam result sucks till the end
When I got the result,
My reaction was lik, WTF?
Haiz
Still can't get myself into real study mood
Maybe I'm going to library in Friday evening
Who wants to join?
LOL
I forgot no college mates of mine reading my blog
except Melissa ^^n Mr Squid ( did u?) haha


I seriously need help from genius
I faced many confusing questions while doing CBE demo online
so decided to pass to experts
MSN to ask Alfred
Thanks la weih
For being so patient
Explaining to me
But I was too stupid
still couldn't understand
Then he said, ask Why Loon la
MSN to ask Thomas
He already almost finished studying
Also a nice person
helped me to do
Thanks ^^
But told ya
I'm toooooooooooooooo stupid
what to do?
Also same, ask Why Loon la



WHY LOON!!! Lend me ur brain for 3 days !!
Why are u so freaking clever?


Argh!!
Study!!
(I try to)

Broken

Was captured this morning
Before I went for class
I was having such good mood
I didn't sleep for whole night
Was feeling so unwell
The whole night I barely sleep
Still I can smile
After class
Mom fetched me home
I was really quiet on the way
Tried so hard to control my emotions
Then suddenly I had a fight with mom
Really worse one
That gets me even emo



I don't know why
Why I have to face much hardships?
Stop telling me that I'm sensitive
I'm NOT!
U guys just dunno what happened
Only people who had my experience will understand how I feel



Don't feel like talking
Don't feel like want to do anything
Don't even feel like eating
Lost 2 kg in 1 day.
But I acted like I'm ok
But I am really so NOT OK
Just wanna hide in my world
Let me to be tired
Then I will sleep
So I will not be able to think bout those things
That seriously hurt me


Guys,
Do u guys really know me?
Know what I want?
I'm just trying to mix in
Everything I do
Is to make u guys happy
I even made myself looked silly
I also don't know why
Sometimes when I was alone
thinking back those things
Really regretted so much



What do u guys want?
When I was actively talking,
U guys said I'm making noise
Asked me to shut up
Then when I was quiet,
Everyone ask me why I'm being so quiet
U guys said I have attitude like a princess
I'm not a princess
the way I talk
Very straight forward and direct
Not bcuz I am spoiled
I just don't like to keep secret
I always tell out what's in my mind
I seriously hate hypocrite people




Rarely tears for real in this year
Only three times
One was when argue with mom during 4 months ago
That time was so serious
Till we ignore each other for 2 weeks
One was at hostel
Emotional breakdown
Last is today
I kept telling myself that I'm a tough girl
Still......unable to control
Hated myself
For being so weak
I tried so hard to get tough
But still...I hate being alone





Many people used to tell me that my blog was really emo
Some of them even said that they don't want to see my blog anymore
Cuz I'm like spreading the emo to every visitor
I used to tell them I'll try to not be emo
To my best to not post emo stuff
But this time
I really can't
If u hate my blog
then get lost
don't tell me
This is my blog
I decide what I'm going to post


I hope that
People will like me for who I am
If people really hate me, I don't care
Just don't expect me to be what u want
I'm a human, not a toy



I know there are many people
that really care bout me
Sorry I hurted u guys
I didn't mean to hurt anyone

Sorry
I'm so NOT OK

Dilemma

Another boring Saturday
I have spent this whole week meaninglessly
Why would I say so?
Cuz I have done nothing other than online
Or TV
Today,
Mom went to grandpa's house
While Dad n bro were outstation to Setiawan
I'm alone again
Grr...
Staying far from Country Homes do has many disadvantages
No friends, no entertainment
I even thought of going back to hostel
Cuz maybe I can do window shopping at Sunway Pyramid
But, I do know myself so well
No window shopping
If shopping, means shopping
LOL
Get what I'm trying to say?
Yup..I will at least buy something
Since I have no money left in my wallet
Is better to not go shopping

These few days, I spent really a lot of time on internet
From the moment after breakfast
Till 3am or 4am in the morning
Damn lifeless weih
Wakaka
I really tried hard to discipline myself
To at least revise a bit on T2
But, I just barely have the mood


Was feeling in dilemma
I was hoping July to come soon
Cuz I can hang out after class
LOL
But I know T3 , T4 , T5 (especially T5)
Are not going to be easy as T1 n T2
Plus Malaysian Studies
So I was also kinda worried at the same time
I know I'm damn lazy
I was afraid bout unable to catch up on my studies
Sob Sob...I don't want to fail!!!


No one online now
Maybe I'm just not having much contacts on my MSN
Anyone? Add me?LOL


Just mumbling...Ignore me ^^

Tag by Babe Samantha ^^

1.被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。
5.點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。
＊＊＊＊------------個 人 題 - 10 題 -----------＊＊＊＊
01 你叫什么：徐慧雯
02 你的綽號：XuXu徐徐
03 你的血型：O型
04 你的星座：白羊座Aries
05 你是男還是女：女♀
06 你幾歲：18++
07 你住哪裡：Kota Emerald,Rawang
08 你現在的學校 : Sunway University College
09 你有沒有手機 : 有
10 承上，那是多少：给我十个理由

＊＊＊＊---------朋 友 題 - １０ 題 ------------＊＊＊＊
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）: 我自己（哈哈~因为只限一个）
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）：暂时没有（我不太记仇）
13 你最正的女性朋友（限１個）：全都很正
14 你最帥的男性朋友（限１個）：全都很帅
15 什麼樣的女生你最討厭：自以为是，骄傲，大小姐
16 什麼樣的男生你最討厭：跟女生一样
17 你的好朋友有誰（不限）：很多啊（虽然不懂他们当不当我是好朋友）
18 你經常和哪位朋友出去：欣怡
19 你身邊最憨的朋友（限１個，不能自己）: 没有
20 你身邊最可愛的朋友（限１個）: 很爱吃鱼的螃蟹

＊＊＊＊--------感 情 題 - １５ 題 ------------＊＊＊＊
21 你有沒有喜歡的人：没有
(22消失了~)
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半: 随缘
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：没有
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過: no comment haha
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋有：=.=
27 你現在有另一半嗎：nope
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：o.o
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 :no comment
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人:wait till I met him
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎：-
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: -
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎：很多次
34 是誰，你們什麼關係：幼儿园同学，弟弟，爸爸
35 現在有人在追你嗎：no comment

＊＊＊＊----------- 混 合 題 - １０ 題 -----------＊＊＊＊
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣: 说ｂｙｅｂｙｅ
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：原谅
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：心痛，无奈
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：不会，为了生活费，我会忍。haha
40 你上課認真嗎 : 上什么先？通常在做白日梦
41 你功課好不好:现在不好
42 你开电腦都在幹麻: MSN， Facebook， Blog
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: 20++
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：40++

＊＊＊＊----------- 兇 手 題 - 1 0 題 -----------＊＊＊＊
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：Samantha（宝贝）
46 这個人對你好不好：当然好！
47 這個人是你的誰：宝贝
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：爱死她
49 你們認識多久了：5年
50 這個人是怎樣的人：善解人意，善良，率真
51 這個人正／帥嗎：正！！！
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：在一起干过很傻的事（不要乱想）
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办: 弦，你会爱我吗？

＊＊＊＊------------ 聯 想 題 - １０ 題----------＊＊＊＊
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：很多
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰：Robert Pattinson
58 說到憨你會想到誰：我
59 說到痴你會想到誰：我
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰：??
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰：朋友
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：阿弥陀佛~我什么都没看到！！
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: 傻婆怡
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰：太多
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : 我~哈哈

＊＊＊＊------------ 學 校 題 - 1 1 題 ------------＊＊＊＊
66 你的班導是誰: 没有
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：第一排中间行中间位（Lecturer的面前~哈哈）
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰：爸爸
70 你的英文好嗎：讲出来羞死人
71 你的體育好嗎：不好
72 你的数学好么：差！最讨厌addmaths
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：I don't know.
74 你的學校好看嗎：没意见
75 你的班級是：CATAB Group9
76 你的班級在幾樓：3楼

＊＊＊＊--------------------------------------------＊＊＊＊
我要把tag传给:
谁有空就做咯
我不想勉强，哈哈

3 Nuts

Wanna listen to the story of '3 Nuts'
Well..it took place on a website
Named Facebxxk
LOL
And time was today's afternoon
Wakaka
It started when Pang Xin Yi got her result for Her Eyes Quiz

Click on Images to Enlarge ^^









Den the fight continued after her another quiz of Evilness came out



Then Chua online
I saw this Barn Buddy thing
And decided to kacau
LOL
And Crabby Joined
Pity Chua
Play Barn Buddy also let ppl accuse him as CHILDISH
LOL





Then Pang Xin Yi took initiative to switch the battleground
LOL


And I started another war at my place






Haha..
Then Chua wants to makan
I want to take shower
Pang study ( Dunno is true or not)
Maybe she called someone up
Then start dating
LOL

Don't Lose Ur Patience if Ur server is slow when logging on to FB
Maybe is bcuz of 3 Nutty who kept refrshing pages n leaving comments
So traffic might be little bit congested
LOL

It's My Life

Another boring day
nothing I can update about
haha
Maybe tomorrow ok?
LOL
Someone gossiped behind me
Bout my look, my attitude
Then kinda like laughed behind me
Well, that wasn't the first time
Last time when I faced these situations
I will feel so upset and emo
But yesterday I talked to some of my friends
Through Msn
They do really gave me precious advices
I should have to confidence to be myself
There is nothing I want to hide bout myself
LOL
Maybe I'm not a perfect person
But I don't think there is anyone perfect out there too ^^
Hmm...
Just I don't understand what kind of friend is that
Who gossip and backstab u to get new topics with friends?
I will say nothing
I don't care
Haha
It is really a waste of time and energy to be mad at those people
It's my life
and I'll be what I am
U can choose to love or hate who I am
It is up to U
^^
Oops
I guess I crapped too much huh?
haha
Have a nice day guys^^

No Boundaries

Seconds, hours, so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait?
Every moment lasts forever
If you feel you’ve lost your way

What if your chances are already gone?
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

So here I am - still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain;
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
Then, take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries


I fought to the limit, stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets?
Don't know where the future's heading
But nothing's gonna bring me down

I've jumped every bridge and I've heard every lie
I risked being safe but I always knew why -
I always knew why

So here I am - still holding on

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain;
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
Then, take it by the hand and show you that you can


You can go higher;
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries above and beneath you
Break every rule `cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe

Yeah!

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes

There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries

Lazy ME!!

I'm so lazy to study
Believe or not
I didn't even study till now
TV , MSN, Online, SMS
SO sien le

I'm so SORRY to Mr SQUIDWERD
Sorry I caused so much problem to u
I kept sms u, kacau u
LOL.
But THANKS a lot too! ^^
For always cheering me up when I'm upset
Then telling me jokes
Haha...
Remember the deal?

U'll let me punch if I say I'm fat
I'll punch u if I didn't say I'm fat
LOL~~

Cheh~ no use also
He said my punching painless
Hahaha
Grr....I Just don't have the study mood~~

Obesity

Gosh...
I'm gaining weight again
Remember that I mentioned I lost 3kg last week?
I'm gaining back 2kg

Sob Sob

Lots of people around me said that I'm kinda fat
My mom even said that I have Mid-aged women body figure
Lol
But at the same time
She kept forcing me to eat
Cuz I was sick
Ehm...should say that I'm still sick
Lol
But she doesn't know bout that
Cuz my ro was more sick than I was
Haha
I guess I had too much of sweet and fattening things yesterday
Sunkist Orange
Shine Yogurt
Barli Tong Shui ( Dessert)
Pringles
Campbells Mushroom Soup with Pottage
Roasted Duck


Today I had much too~
Argh...stomach bloated again

P/S : I know I'm Fat and Obesed ^^

Urgh

Sick because of the horrible weather
So I decided to skip my class
Slept from 12pm till 7pm
Sweating all over my body
Haiz
Having nightmares too
Car crash, Killing
Commiting crimes
That caused me serious headache when I wake up
Mom even scolded cuz I slept for long hours
Felt so dizzy n hot
Anyone can buy me medicine?
Lol

p/s: Pei Mun, I didn't study at all.Sick.Lol.How was class today?